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The Poisened Placenta
03:44
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My spirit is dazed by symbolical nerve gas
I receive a paramnesia of the thorn pierced endometrium
The key to the universe
The hate of my maternal breeding ground symbolize the abhorrence of a whole breed
Against their self and their ulcerous wounds
This sharp-edged endometrium is a relentless organism
Connected with the thoughts of my provider - manifested to poison in my bloodstream
The key to the universe
I have been begotten intentionally to advance the pathetic and egocentric legacy of a moribund creation
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Daily abuse - Commitment issues pursues in the arms of a secondary rapist
Internal roots rising high to a blooming crown of defense and regression
Exploration of freezing uncertainty self-esteem - all that is what you deserve
The insane internal development of object loss, castration anxiety and blame
Create the need to bonding and its permanent threat
Life seems like a never ending socratic dialogue which lead to dissociative conditions
Dreams of life suffocate in emotional deafness while an inner voice is whispering the message of psychic instances
Fuck in the name of incest and love in the name of shame and blame
Spectrality!
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The awareness was hypnagogic
While I contemplated the meaning of life
Looking through the eyes of Oedipus
Walking with the legs of Sisyphus
The dream of freewill is dressed in a garment of stultifying determination
The wish of freedom is covered with a mask of all collecting assimilation
I discover a genogram of failure
But in me arises a bright dynamic of mania
The meaning is mania as well
Because the answerlessness of hermeneutic questions generate unnecessary shame
Like an incestuous lust between mother and son
Progressive like an infection
Todesbewusstsein und Lebenstraum
Questions which answers are questions
Asked into a three-dimensional space
All that remains: awareness of death and the dream of life
I discover a genogram of failure
But in me arises a bright dynamic of mania
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Spring of Anhedonia
04:04
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The buds of depersonalization bloom in the spring of anhedonia
The leaves of the true self shrivel away - anhedonia!
Where is no why, there exist no how – anhedonia!
Steadfast lined up in order
To hold back the vulnerability
Homogeneity individually lived
The attitude which suits the sick and weak especially
From self-repression to alexithymia
I don’t want the why and certainly not the how
From self-repression to alexithymia
Spring of anhedonia
Steadfast lined up in order
To hold back the vulnerability
Homogeneity individually lived
The attitude which suits especially the sick and weak
This is the spring of Anhedonia
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The pupil that is tightly sealed
Looks gloomy at the flowing time which was shed
The eye-shallowing eyelids are pulsating
By the rumble of the womb, shivering and freezing
The horror is imminent
The walk through a vaginal gate
I´ll skinned to life
It means depersonalization
The empty beginning of an empty life
Into a puddle of blood and secretion
I´m the gift of vaginal puking
An act of inverted transformation, it´s too late
I was painfully forced to individualization
The Homeostasis of world transition is done
The horror is imminent
The walk through a vaginal gate
I´ll skinned to life
It means depersonalization
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My mother want to vomit me out now
From her to tight womb I must escape
By my anhedonia I will shatter
And my father will drag on my umbilical cord like a slaughterer
On the first trauma of my life, on which will follow so many
I can bet I will inherit the scars of my parents
Now I fell a suction
The same suction that dragged my ancestors in their obscure tomb
See the light of the day
Nakedness, helplessness, failed but still pure, the cursed is blessed
A life in ontological excrements like a filthy pig
The dichotomy of birth is the subsistence of the philosopher
The Cursed is blessed, the irony of all existence
I´m buried alive, forever alone
Nakedness, helplessness, failed but still pure, the cursed is blessed
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Poem of a Dying Fetus
03:07
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I am one with the heart of my mother but in my mind I am free
My heart is affirming life but my mind is longing for my earthly tomb
In the depths of the earth - a new womb that consumes me
my mind is still free, my heart is already exhumed
The Connection of my life with the ground on which I wander
Is the hope for the loss of my wounds, which grow because I weave a shroud from my own flesh
Nevertheless, I´m cold because I never reconciled with my destiny
Which I wander
Is the hope for the loss of my wounds, which grow because I weave a shroud from my own flesh
There’s but one good thing about it – I can die and thus also the breed of world
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Into Mother´s Eyes
06:15
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Self-worth, warmth - a reflection of the eyes
Love, self-confidence - a reflection of a smile
I only know deprivation - the reflection of lights in sterile rooms
I only know inner emptiness - the reflection of your apathic view
Postpartum depression extended for lifetime
A child lied in the arms of a walking conflict
Neonaticide fantasies extended eternally
A child was drinking the black milk of living self-hatred
My heartbreaking birth cry echoed in my mind for every night
It´s the call for the peace of mind
Through me a part of my ambivalent mother will die
The reason for a last lustrous shine in my eye
The rope around my neck fells so warm and blissful
Reminds on my umbilical cord wrapped to my throat
The experience of breathlessness isn´t different to the vital normality
A last light appears - I´m Buried in a Womb
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