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Nihilized Punk
04:38
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Well-meaning liberalism and prosperity leads to fatal antithetical results =
empty people, which do not know by what they sickens in life
They sickens on the freedom, the freedom, which her ancestors would have liked to have
A generation of the displaced and prospectless ones,
who never will know what unconditional secureness means
Division Nihil – they were born and will be born
Nihilized Punk
Inner tensions in cause of social tensions
An brain carcinoma of postmodern times
A generation lacking in actionism
Lacking on fury in the inside and outside, which could be an revolution
Division Nihil shouldn´t figth with weapons but with civilizational achievements with whom they were armed of there ancestors
Shameful and speechless I stand petrified
Mental totalitarianism can´t be the solution
Soulish Extremism alternate in all times and lead to fatal deafness
This is the end of a new modern weimar republic
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Please, don´t touch me, not my body and not my soul
Otherwise I might break up to shambles
which symbolize the desperation
The desperation, which is only a synonym for evanescence
Will it ends someday? Should it ever ends?
No question of worthlessness but a question of the past
It happened and will always exist
In this case, strength is not the currency with which freedom is affordable
Is it the dying or a Life of grief with a lot of meaning?
A lifeless shell which is so full that the tightness isn´t bearable
„Here with us, it is warm, wolly and inexorable. Come to us and shatter on yourself!“
Here the perpetrators wait, who became a part of you and always will be with you
Dissociation can´t save you the whole time
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Gas Mask Nation
05:54
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We are running through the process of building our graves
We are running through the process of losing all faith
Do you heard the old voices warning us?
Never felt the pain of loss?
Symbolical nerve gas spread the world
Gas mask nation
Lets build our kingdom of hate
A lovely gas mask nation
We are the official nation of god
We are the race of light
We celebrate fear as an god
We are the gas mask nation
Slowly creeping asphyxiation
Morality welcome devastation
Behold the slow assimilation
This is the new gas mask nation
Prophecies made flesh
Darkened skies portraying it
Prophecies made flesh
Envy and the conflicts growing on it
Feel the new spirit of solidarity
Bonding into a dead pit to be free
Shrouded into haze it´s impossible to see
This picture of fatal morbidity
Nationalized Infantilized Nihilized
This is the picture of fatal morbidity
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Roots filled with nothingness are the daily grind of joy and torture
Genetic heredity - an endless stream of emotional and physical effects on your life
The curse of epigenetic – an endless stream of individual tragedies extended to collective downfalls
Abuse, war and hunger - the daily grind of our ancestors, we have inherit
standing for lifetime in the shadow of the painful past of our ancestors until we change what we are able to change by ourself for our daughters and sons
More vulnerability in combination with less resilience by nature
Echoing screams of war in the dark chambers of subconscious
Amygdalas pounding like machines in a neoliberal rhythm
Stomachs growling gluttonous longing for peace
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Menschenmaterial
01:18
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You tell me how life works from your unreflected point of view
You think your words could help me but everything which can from your mouth is trivial garbage unleashed from a hurt and disappointed child
The blind monarch will perish within
The blind monarch will drown by his emotions
The blind monarch does not recognize itself
Every human being is a servant of the blind monarch and his savior at the same time
What do you thing who you are?
Your Inferiority is the proof for your foolishness
You are firmly convinced you are a savior but you are nothing
Kill the Savior!
If you can kill the savior you can also kill the servant!
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Fuck off to myself! I have no words for this behavior
which i hate so much
Drinking heavy drinking
is the law hanging like a banner over the last 10 Years of my life
Once it was a Symbol of freedom and youthful nihilism
Now there are only dark shadows hanging over me and drag me into
The rush of childlike Independence and fateful lies
Suicide is the solution not soberness
The alternative is a life of an invalid one
Control was not there any time and so i decided to let it go into my life unreflected
I gave up because I saw the flames of hell and all the unmoral offers in there
I loved you till I began to hate you and I will hate you until I fall in deep love with you again
So, please kill me fast because I will be killed by a liquid subject in this world I love which is a consolation
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Blinded by Dopamine
04:27
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Where am I now?
Suddenly alone after a long time of human warmth and encounter
Warm words and gestures
Invitations to celebrate the lifetime together
A bond tightly laced to a bouquet of suffered souls sickened by life
Souls which want to be strong together for the own self-worth
Released of the bouquet, I stand alone as before
I´m afraid of old destructive behaviors
I miss them and i miss them even not
I love me more and more nevertheless which makes it hard for me to live in the old way
The other souls are missing
They were my hold and drag me in the depths of my instability and ambivalence
At the same time
The sadness will pass as my soul
I´m not sure what will happen until this time
But i know one thing: I felt human warmth which make my life livable
Interpersonal omnicide
Brings me the end
Human warmth trapped me in the real depths of mine
The catalyst of my suicide
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Love´s Crippled Decay
04:18
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I wonder: Where do you want to go?
Recently I loved you idolatrously and now you mean nothing to me
I´m isolated as before
It seems like all the weeks of Struggle were in vain
But there is a small difference
My self-worth is more present but this is the breeding ground of my suicide fantasies
I can accept the decision now and I´m firmly resolved
My family is far away as never before
because the role you gave me was not the one I wanted
My dismissal is the beginning of my end
I was a living paradoxon
This is over now
My dismissal is the beginning of my end
Love´s crippled Decay
This is over now
A last try to live a normal live is not impossible but a least attractive way
I am skeptical about experiences full of human goodwill..I doubt the truth
The longing for love seduce to inflated charity and falsified the encouraging experiences with my environment
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Please stop, stop talking to me with all your false moralities of freedom
I am healed, I am healed from the denial of my truth
The denial of my moral
I want to die and live like a death spoken one
I am tiered to talk in detail about my motivation, I did it so often, I did it so ambitiously, so ambitiously that no one takes it seriously
So the only Question is Hanging or poisoning and at what time
I fell free now because no one is there to to stop me anymore in a moral way
I see it as an artistic thing to complete my personality and my personality is beautiful
I promise you will know my decision at someday
than you will see the the full splendor of my beauty
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